When I was anxious, it felt as if I had lost access to what I wanted.
Even simple choices became difficult.
At restaurants, for example, I couldn’t tell what I felt like eating. I would think about it for a long time and still wouldn’t feel sure.
But these days, especially when I feel more connected to myself, something feels different.
It’s as if an inner source becomes available again.
I can feel what I want more clearly, and my body seems to know before my mind catches up.
In those moments, choosing feels easier.
And I feel a little closer to myself.